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VOLUME FIVE
Diary
of a Traveling Preacher, volume 5 - Chapter 2
Aspiring to be a loyal disciple
Ilawa & Lipno, Poland,
1st - 5th June 2003
When Nandini and Radha Sakhi Vrinda
visited the Mayor of Nidzica, as he had requested, he congratulated
them for our three days of successful
festivities. Ninety-five percent of the town was in love with Hare
Krsna, he
told them.
"What about the other five percent?" Radha Sakhi Vrinda
asked.
The mayor's face became serious. "The priests in Nidzica were
vilifying the
festival from the pulpit and going to schools to deter the children
from
going," he said. "But I see our community as tolerant and
open, and I
encouraged the citizens. Because you gave me good publicity by
entertaining the dignitaries at the castle, I am indebted to you.
The next time you visit, the town will accommodate the entire
festival group in our best hotel."
Later, I thought about how things had been going better on the
spring tour
than I had expected. Of course, two festivals had been canceled, but
we had found other venues, and the publicity generated in Nidzica
was invaluable. The following evening, however, I received an email
from my astrologer friend, Shyamasundara das, reminding me of a
conversation we had had when I was in America. He had told me that
the period from the start of June through mid-July would be
difficult and I would face much opposition.
As I contemplated his email, I remembered that I had kept notes of
our talk,
and after a search I discovered them at the bottom of my bags.
"A time of
confrontation, fighting, and expending great amounts of energy to
defend
yourself," they said. "Many challenges, disputes,
intrigue. You will eventually win the war, but you will lose a
number of battles."
It seemed hard to believe. We were having such a wonderful tour. But
Shyamasundara's calculations are rarely, if ever, wrong.
"Don't think there are no crocodiles just because the water is
calm."
[Malayan proverb]
I awoke with a start the next morning, bracing myself for any
eventuality. I
didn't have to wait long. At 9.30 am Jayatam das came to my room as
I was working at my computer and put the morning edition of the
local newspaper on my desk.
"Hare Krsna Sect Poses as Cultural Event," shrieked the
headline. The
front-page article went on to discredit the tour in every way
imaginable,
accusing us of gun-running, drug-trafficking, kidnapping of
children,
murder, and extortion. It didn't have to be fact to convince the
simple,
farming community. As far as they are concerned, newspapers tell the
truth.
Minutes later Nandini came to my room. "Srila Gurudeva,"
she said, "my phone hasn't stopped ringing. City councilors,
heads of culture houses, and police from around the region are
calling to question our authenticity. Two towns have canceled."
We immediately held a tour council meeting and decided to play
tough: The
newspaper would have to publish an apology or face legal action.
Nandini and Radha Sakhi Vrinda went to Mlawa, one of the larger
towns to
cancel. The town secretary had previously been sympathetic, but now
she
angrily accused us of wanting to stage a festival to start a center
for
cultists. When Nandini and Radha Sakhi Vrinda told her the
accusations were false, she said she would believe that only if she
saw an apology in the newspaper.
Just a day earlier, Nandini and Radha Sakhi Vrinda had convinced the
Mayor
of Ilawa (the first town to cancel last week) to allow the festival
to
continue. As our Harinam bus headed there to advertise the revived
event,
the two matajis made their way from Mlawa to Ilawa for a noon
appointment with the mayor in the hope of signing a contract before
we started Harinam.
As we got out of the bus in Ilawa, Nandini called me from the town
hall.
"The mayor and the city council have agreed to the festival in
principle,"
she said, "but the mayor will be in a meeting for about two
more hours. He
said to start advertising and he'll sign the contract as soon as he
is free.
It seems certain, but sometimes when we chant on the streets it
attracts our opposition. Someone may even complain to the mayor
before we get his
signature. On the other hand, we have only two days to
advertise."
I made the decision to risk a Harinam. I was sure that the mayor's
sincerity
would override any opposition.
It was a beautiful day with many people on the streets. Sri Prahlad
was in
top form as we chanted and danced with abandon, winding our way
through
lanes and alleys for two hours, distributing more than 3,000
invitations. We
pasted up more than 100 posters throughout the town. We worked hard,
and it was an especially hot day.
When we finished we were exhausted, especially me. At 54, I'm
starting to
have trouble keeping up with a five-hour Harinam six days a week.
But I have to. By going out, I encourage the devotees, and when
they're inspired, the people are attracted and come to our
festivals.
I got into my van and leaned back in the seat for a moment's rest.
Suddenly my phone rang. I immediately felt something was wrong.
After years of sankirtan, I have a sixth sense. It was Radha Sakhi
Vrinda. "The mayor refused to sign the contract," she
said. "The priests in Ilawa saw the
Harinam and complained. You know how much power they exert. The
mayor would lose his job if he didn't comply."
If we had waited just two more hours we would have had the contract
in hand, but there would have been no Harinam, and with only one day
left it was uncertain how many would have come without advertising.
Nevertheless, I blamed myself for the decision.
"War is mainly a catalogue of blunders." [Winston
Churchill]
The only consolation was the phone call Nandini received from the
sheriff of
Ilawa as we left town. "I'm supposed to reprimand you for
pasting posters at the bus stops," he said. "It's not
allowed. But the real reason I'm phoning
is to apologize for the mayor's decision to cancel your festival.
I'm
embarrassed to call myself a citizen of this town."
Despite the heartfelt apology, the cancellation meant at least 5,000
people
might not hear the holy names, taste prasadam, or read Srila
Prabhupada's
books in this lifetime. Is that not a catastrophe worth publishing
in the
newspapers?
Everyone was silent as we proceeded to Lipno for the season's fifth
festival. To divert my mind, I picked up volume two of Sri
Brhat-Bhagavatamrta. As I read the first chapter, I marveled to
think that
there is a world free from the turbulence of this one, and I dreamed
for a
moment that someday I could go there.
But then something else came to mind. "The duty of the disciple
is to
fulfill the mission of his spiritual master before he even thinks of
going
back to the spiritual world," I thought. I put the book down,
and my anxiety
came back as I thought about the loss in Ilawa.
When we entered Lipno an hour later, the scene before us took me by
surprise and lifted my spirits. The mayor was onstage, opening the
festival before a crowd of thousands.
"Ladies and gentlemen," he said, his voice booming over
the loudspeakers,
"it is indeed an honor to host this great event in our town. I
invite all of
you to enjoy these festivities over the next two days. We have an
opportunity to learn about the culture of India. I now officially
open this
Festival of India."
I don't usually cry (my heart is hard, like stone), but the roar of
approval
from the crowd, the sound of sweet victory so soon after defeat,
brought
tears even to these illusion-covered eyes of mine.
O Srila Prabhupada, surely you must share with us the pain of defeat
and the happiness of victory in pushing on your mission. Please
bless us with the courage to face our opposition, the intelligence
to make the right
decisions, and the spiritual strength to bring your message to the
people.
And by your grace, may we one day achieve perfection.
param gopyam api
snigdhe
sisye vacyam iti srutih
tac chruyatam maha bhaga
goloka mahimadhuna
"The Vedas say that to a loyal disciple one may speak the
confidential
secret. Therefore, O most fortunate one, now please hear the glories
of
Goloka."
[Sri Brhat-Bhagavatamrta, Part Two, Chapter 1, Text 6]
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