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VOLUME SEVEN
Diary of a
Traveling Preacher Volume 7 - Chapter 3 "City of the Gods" Mexico 2/03/06 -
15/03/06
George Harrison once entitled a song
All Things Must Pass. It's an old saying. Everybody has heard it.
Even Lord Krsna speaks of the temporary nature of this world in
Bhagavad-gita:
mam upetya punar janma duhkhalayam
asasvatam napnuvanti mahatmanah samsiddhim paramam
gatah
"After attaining Me, the great souls, who are yogis in
devotion, never return to this temporary world, which is full of
miseries, because they have attained the highest
perfection."
[Bhagavad-gita 8.15]
One may read
Bhagavad-gita many times, but the philosophy can take years, or even
lifetimes, to assimilate, and even a devotee may lament when he
loses something or someone dear to him in this world. The day before
I left India for America, I received an email from my dearest and
most beloved friend, Sri Prahlada das:
"Dear Srila
Gurudeva,
"Please accept my humble obeisances. All glories to
Srila Prabhupada.
"You know that I have been suffering with
back pain for the past several years. Last summer things became
worse and I could hardly walk for three days. Since the summer tour
the pain has continued. Recently, even carrying a light shoulder bag
puts heavy strain on my neck and back and causes excruciating
pain.
"Last week I finally found time to visit a
physiotherapist. The x-rays he took show a condition worse than I
ever expected. The space between several disks in my vertebrae has
greatly diminished and there is abnormal bone growth in several
places.
"The doctor said the causes are overexertion, lifting
heavy weights, and constant traveling in cars, trains, and planes.
He said there is no quick solution to the problems. He strongly
recommends I immediately change my lifestyle, or suffer serious
consequences.
"Please instruct me.
"Your servant, Sri
Prahlada.
Suddenly I had an empty feeling in my stomach. Sri
Prahlada would have to stop traveling, and our long association of
preaching together was coming to an end. For a few moments my mind
raced, trying to find alternatives, but I knew the doctors were
right.
I thought of the many adventures we had shared
spreading the sankirtan movement of Lord Caitanya Mahaprabhu, most
notably our festival program in Poland. The program had made Hare
Krsna a household word throughout the country and defeated the
efforts of the anti-cult movements to defame and demolish our
movement. Preaching naturally attracts opposition, and Poland was
only one of the many challenges we had faced together as we forged a
strong friendship.
I sat thinking about our 16 years of
service together. I could still see the Muslim soldiers in Sarajevo
attacking our sankirtan party, beating us mercilessly as we tried to
fight back. Sri Prahlada had stood firm, like a courageous lion,
calling out the names of Lord Nrsimha. When I yelled that he should
step back from the brawl, he did so, but only at my
request.
My mind flooded with many sweet experiences as well,
in particular Sri Prahlada's melodious kirtans, which charmed the
hearts of everyone who heard him. I would miss our intimate talks
together, sharing our realizations, hopes, and despairs - things we
could tell only each other. Who would I engage in such loving
exchanges with now?
The reality of the situation sunk in,
and the emptiness in my stomach deepened. I hesitated to reply, but
I had to. I picked up the phone and called him in Mayapura. In a
serious tone, like a father, I said it was best he stay in Mayapura,
in the apartment we had bought for him and his wife, and work on the
correspondence courses he had recently started with a university in
New Zealand.
We both struggled to find things to say. Finally
we said goodbye. When I hung up, I closed the door to my room, lay
down on my bed, and cried myself to sleep.
When I awoke the
next morning, I thought I had dreamt the whole thing, but I soon
realized it wasn't so. I began thinking of my coming tour of the
American temples and how difficult it would be because so many
places would remind me of Sri Prahlada and our previous visits
there. I decided to first visit another country and immerse myself
in preaching.
I recalled that several months earlier the
president of the Mexico City temple, Darshan das, had invited me
there. I quickly sent an email asking if he was still interested.
His immediate reply confirmed he was, and three days later I found
myself on a flight to Mexico City.
As the flight circled the
airport waiting for permission to land, I thought about my two
previous visits to Mexico, one as a teenager in 1966 and the other
as a devotee in 1981.
Growing up in California, I had studied
much about Mexico, and like many young American boys, I had been
especially intrigued by the Aztec Indians.
Some scholars say
the Aztecs were a nomadic North American tribe who came to Mexico
during the 13th century. There they established one of the most
advanced civilizations in the Americas, including cities with
pyramids and temples. Some of their cities were as large as any in
Europe.
The Aztecs honored a number of gods. They constructed
towering temples and huge sculptures and held ceremonies that
included human sacrifice. The Aztec empire was conquered and
destroyed by the Spanish in 1521.
My mother became concerned
when she saw my interest in a civilization that worshiped numerous
gods and held human sacrifices. While I certainly didn't believe in
the sacrifices, I was intrigued by the idea that the universe could
be controlled by conscious beings.
"It doesn't seem
impossible," I told my mother. "Why couldn't God put others in
charge of running the universe?"
"That's neither religious
nor scientific," she answered.
It remained a contentious
point between us for years. In the summer of 1966, I decided to go
to Mexico to see the remains of the Aztec civilization and discover
more about the mysteries of the universe. But I didn't dare tell my
parents where I was headed. I told them I was going surfing in
Southern California. As surfing was one of my passions, they didn't
object.
It was my first time out of the United States, and I
was nervous crossing the border at Tijuana. The Mexican immigration
officer asked me why I was coming. "To see the Aztecs!" I blurted
out.
He laughed. "Well, you're a few hundred years too late,"
he said, "but we'll let you in anyway."
I was heading just
north of Mexico City, to the ancient capital of the Aztecs,
Teotihuacan, 'the City of the Gods.' The Aztecs built it on the
ruins of a settlement established before the birth of Jesus Christ.
I was most interested in the two pyramids - one dedicated to the sun
and the other to the moon. "Surely," I thought, "they must hold
clues to the mystery of the universe and of God Himself."
But
the same youthful nature that pushed me to explore the world also
pushed me to enjoy it, so when I met a group of American surfers on
their way to Mazatlan, a surfer's paradise on the south coast, I
joined them. I spend the next month blissfully surfing the waves
there, putting the higher purposes of life aside for the time
being.
My quest for deeper knowledge was eventually satisfied
when I joined the Hare Krsna movement. By reading the Vedic
literature, I learned that the Lord does indeed delegate the
administration of the universe to pious souls called demigods, such
as Indra, Candra, Surya and Vayu. Empowered by the Supreme Lord,
they manage the heat, light, rain, wind, and all the other functions
of material nature.
When I visited our Mexico City temple as
a devotee in 1981, I was still curious about Teotihuacan, but I was
too busy with preaching programs throughout the city, and I didn't
manage to go there.
Now I was starting my third visit to
Mexico. As our flight landed, I realized I still wanted to see the
pyramids of the sun and moon at Teotihuacan. I laughed to myself.
"Well," I thought, "I certainly won't let anyone know."
I was
greeted by several devotees and taken to the temple, near the center
of the city. A blissful reception awaited me, and I gave a lecture
to a packed temple room. Afterwards a devotee approached me with an
old cassette tape. He put it into an equally old cassette player and
turned it on.
"It's a kirtan you led when you were here in
1981," he said. "I listen to it every day."
"Every day?" I
said. I could not help wondering whether I was blushing.
"Yes," he replied. "Not many senior devotees visit us here
in Mexico."
I spent several days leading kirtans and giving
classes in the temple. One morning Darshan dasa announced that we
would be going to Cuernavaca, a city three hours from Mexico City,
for an evening Harinama.
"Cuernavaca means the City of
Eternal Spring," he told me.
"It sounds like a special
place," I said.
"It certainly is," said another devotee
excitedly. "The reason is that - "
Another devotee
interrupted him, asking for directions to the town. After that
someone else came forward with yet another question. Soon we were on
our way, and I hadn't found out why Cuernavaca was so
special.
In Cuernavaca, we walked to the central plaza, where
50 devotees were waiting for us. As dusk settled in, I saw people
strolling in the warm spring air. Children played together, chasing
their dogs or throwing Frisbees. Young couples stood around joking
and laughing, and older couples sat on benches chatting. A nearby
band played traditional Mexican music.
It was a typically
rural Mexican scene, and I wondered how we would be received. But I
had been in this kind of situation hundreds of times, and I sensed
that the holy names would quickly become the main attraction of the
evening. I picked up a mrdanga, started chanting, and closed my
eyes. A minute later I opened them again and saw several hundred
people crowded around us. After 10 minutes, I stopped the kirtan and
began to lecture.
"We never do this," I heard a devotee say
nervously behind me.
But I was used to it. On our Harinamas
in Poland, I lecture every half hour to the crowd. It's one of my
favorite activities.
I felt especially enlivened in this new
setting with pious Mexican people listening attentively. I spoke for
30 minutes, and no one moved an inch. When I finished, a woman ran
forward and quickly put her arms around me. Before I could do
anything, she kissed me squarely on the lips. The crowd roared with
approval.
I struggled to regain my composure. After a minute,
I laughed to myself. "What don't I go through to spread the chanting
of the holy names!" I thought.
I led kirtan again and then
gave another lecture. Again the crowd stood listening. When I
finished, I turned to a devotee. "It's true," I said. "This is a
special place."
"Very special," the devotee said with a
smile.
"Very special?" I asked.
"Yes," he said with a
broad smile. "Srila Prabhupada came here in 1972 and gave a lecture
right on the very spot where you are standing."
"What?" I
said. "Srila Prabhupada stood right here?" I stepped back a few
feet.
"That's right," he said. "In June 1972, Citsukhananda
dasa brought Srila Prabhupada here. After a kirtan Srila Prabhupada
lectured to a crowd of several hundred people. As he was lecturing,
Haihaya das arrived with 50 copies of Krsna Consciousness, the
Topmost Yoga System, in Spanish."
"The books had just arrived
from the printer that day," the devotee continued. "Srila Prabhupada
stopped his lecture. 'Now you can all take one of these books and
read them,' he said to the crowd. People came forward and Srila
Prabhupada quickly sold all 50 copies. The people asked him to
autograph the books and he signed every one of them."
I stood
there dumbfounded. "My spiritual master came out here to this remote
plaza and chanted, lectured, and distributed books," I
thought.
I grabbed a book from a nearby
devotee.
"Ladies and gentlemen," I called out, as my
translator scrambled to come forward. "My spiritual master
translated these ancient books from India, printed them, and then 34
years ago came here to your beautiful city to distribute them. To
mark that historic occasion we are offering you the same amazing
books. Please come forward and receive his mercy."
Only a
few people came forward, but I was happy to be following in the
footsteps of my spiritual master.
"Maybe four or five bought
books from you," said a devotee.
I smiled. "That's the
difference between the master and the disciple," I said.
That
night we stayed at the house of Hari Katha das, in nearby Tepoztlan.
The next morning, while I was brushing my teeth, I moved in close
over the sink to look in the mirror. Then I stepped back, and just
at that moment, the heavy porcelain sink came crashing to the ground
with a loud noise. It nicked one of my toes, drawing blood.
I
stood there stunned. Had I stayed close to the mirror, the sink
would surely have broken both my legs. I remembered Srila
Prabhupada's statement that when a devotee experiences a minor
injury, he thinks it only a small token of what he should have
received. Not only does Krsna protect His devotee but He also
reminds him of the dangerous nature of the material
world.
That day we traveled four hours back through Mexico
City, north to the town of Tulancingo. I had fallen asleep in the
heavy traffic and awoke an hour later as we drove through the
countryside outside the city. The dry terrain was not very
interesting, and I was about to open a book when suddenly I saw two
huge structures rising from the plains in the distance.
"My
gosh!" I shouted. "It's Teotihuacan! Those are the Aztec pyramids to
the sun and the moon!"
The devotees in the car looked at me.
"You want to visit them, Maharaja?" said the driver.
I tried
to cover my enthusiasm. "Uh, no," I said, feigning calmness. "I just
woke up and was surprised to see pyramids in the middle of
nowhere."
"You knew their names," a devotee said.
"Why
don't we visit Teotihuacan on the way back to Mexico City this
afternoon?" said the driver. "I heard the Indian Ambassador is there
on a special visit."
That was my cue. "Well in that case," I
said, "I suppose we should go."
It wasn't the most valid of
reasoning, but I was finally going to Teotihuacan, after 40
years.
We did a house program when we arrived in Tulancingo.
During the bhajan, I noticed a girl of about eight with a large
parrot on her shoulder. I was so surprised that I temporarily lost
the beat on my mrdanga.
I closed my eyes, picked up the beat
again, and started chanting Hare Krsna with fixed attention. It was
a sweet kirtan, and the guests responded enthusiastically. With my
eyes still closed, I started chanting louder and louder. Suddenly I
heard a loud squawk, and felt sharp claws digging into my
scalp.
I opened my eyes and saw a shocked audience staring at
the parrot on my head. The girl looked embarrassed as she ran
forward and retrieved him. I wiped a few drops of blood from the top
of my head with a tissue and continued the kirtan.
Afterwards
the girl came up and apologized.
"Why in the world did he fly
onto my head?" I asked her.
She smiled. "His name is Krsna,"
she said, "and you were singing his name with so much love that he
couldn't resist you!"
Soon we were on our way back to Mexico
City ... and Teotihuacan.
"Do you know anything about
Teotihuacan?" asked our driver.
"Well," I replied with a
touch of confidence, "actually I do. As a boy I read a lot about
Aztec civilization, and even tried to visit here. I was interested
in the Aztec worship of the deities that control the material world.
That curiosity waned when I came in contact with Krsna consciousness
and found a detailed description of how the demigods manage the
universe under the direction of the Lord.
"But my interest
was again aroused when I read about how Vedic culture once
flourished all over the world. I remember attending a lecture by
Srila Prabhupada in New York on July 25, 1971. 'Bharatavarsa is not
only the name for India,' Srila Prabhupada said, 'but it is the name
for this planet. Formerly, 5000 years ago, the whole planet was
known as Bharatavarsa. The Vedic culture was all over the world,
even in America, [with] different types of worship or concepts of
God.'"
"You see," I continued, "Like the Vedic culture, the
Aztec culture had a pantheon of gods, although, they didn't believe
in a Supreme Deity. The main Aztec gods were very similar in
character to the Vedic demigods, though depicted
differently.
"Studies have showed similarities in Aztec and
Vedic culture in architecture, customs, art motifs, time
measurement, calendars, and knowledge of astronomy. The Aztecs
placed importance on the east-west path of the sun in the same way
most Vedic temples are built to face the rising sun in the
east.
"One major difference between the Aztec and Vedic
worship is that there was no Vedic custom of human sacrifice. The
Aztecs had fallen away from the true Vedic lifestyle."
I
smiled. "I'm coming here to marvel at the evidence that Vedic
culture once existed all over the world and had surely influenced
the Aztecs."
An hour later we drove into Teotihuacan. I was
awed by the massive pyramids to the sun and moon. The sun pyramid is
the third largest pyramid in the world. As we walked down the Avenue
of the Dead, a broad road that links the two structures, I was
stunned that even though the city today was nothing compared with
its original glory, it still impressed me as a testament to the
grandeur of Aztec civilization.
We had wandered through the
ruins for about an hour when a devotee broke my mood of awe. "You
know," he said to me, "they sacrificed 20,000 to 50,000 of their own
people each year."
"You're right," I said. "Let's go. This
visit has finally laid to rest a childhood curiosity. We're
fortunate to be following the original Vedic culture."
Back
at the temple, I gave the Sunday feast lecture and stressed with
renewed enthusiasm that when Srila Prabhupada preached Vedic culture
all over the world, he was not introducing it but reviving it.
"Remnants of Vedic culture can be found all over the world,"
I concluded. "But they can't compare with the culture in its
entirety. Let us all work under Srila Prabhupada to help people
realize the one original spiritual culture of the planet, Vedic
culture, or Krsna
consciousness."
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"From early
histories it appears that the entire earth was under one culture,
Vedic culture, but gradually, due to religious and cultural
divisions, the rule fragmented into many subdivisions. Now the earth
is divided into many countries, religions and political parties.
Despite these political and religious divisions, we advocate that
everyone should unite again under one culture - Krsna consciousness.
People should accept one God, Krsna; one scripture, Bhagavad-gita;
and one activity, devotional service to the Lord. Thus people may
live happily upon this earth."
[Caitanya-caritamrta,
Madhya-lila 25.193 purport]
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